Frustrated!

So alot has gone on lately in my life.  First of all, I started back to school on January 11th.  The first week back was pretty rough and I had 3 panic attacks. For the first 5 days they sat there and told us how many ways we could possible fail. By the end of the day I felt as if it was going to take a miracle to pass. I started freaking out. I couldn't breath, and started hyperventilating. It was pretty bad. I haven't been able to sleep without feeling panicky. The thing that sucks is that I haven't had any panic attacks for over a year and then all of a sudden they started up again. I've been dealing with it by taking my meds regularly and trying to relax.

Last week I didn't lose any weight and I was pretty upset. But I had a big weight loss the week before so I kinda expected it. So hopefully this week I can get back on track.

So my car is about ready to crap a load. I just got it last January and it's been in the shop too many times to count. So finally I got approved for a loan but I have to have a down payment. So I can't get it till I get my student loan in 2 weeks. Lets just hope my car lasts that long. And they aren't holding the car, so if it's not there when I get the money they'll have to find me another one. Lets just hope it doesn't fall through. It seems like sometimes things never go right. I'm sure i"m not the only one that feels that way. So keep me in your prayers because lately I need it.